Songs on "Love Songs for the Romantically Challenged"



Songs on "Love is not love..."




Long Drive Home

It's a little ironic
How I never can say
While you're still within earshot
That I want you to stay

I write these songs
When you're long gone
And then I wonder how come
I'm still alone

It's a little bit funny
More than a little bit sad
You're the closest to Just Like Heaven
I've ever had

Are you still there?
Are you still free?
Do you still smile sometimes
When you think of me?

It's a ride to the airport
It's a kiss at the gate
It's  watching you fly away
It's a little too late

It's a long drive home                                                  



Another Girls' Song  (The Chicago/Table Song)

We met at a party, somebody's housewarming
You watched me struggle to open my beer
Later on I saw you were playing
Somebody called out 'hail, hail, the band's here'

So we sat on the floor and we both played guitars
And it was like dancing with someone you love
And you played the notes and I played the words
And it didn't matter that no one had heard of us

I went out to see you, I flew to Chicago
With all of my music clenched tight in my fist
You pried it open without even trying
You said 'let's record some, then we can retire'

And you don't know why I keep coming around
And I don't know why I keep coming around

It was cold in your studio, strange with the earphones on
Hard to know how far to stand from the microphone
We worked on my songs until seven o'clock
And all of those wires kept tripping you up

And you don't know why I keep coming around
And I don't know why I keep coming around

Then we sat on the floor and we both played guitars
And it was like dancing with someone you love
And you played the notes and I played the words
And it didn't matter that no one had heard of us

We took a walk and we looked in some windows
You needed a table to fit in your kitchen
I found you a table you said 'this is perfect
But I'd better keep looking cause you never know'

And you don't know why I keep coming around
And I don't know why I keep coming around

I wanted to kiss you but I don't want to miss you
New York and Chicago've got some distance between them
And I'm always afraid when it sounds so familiar that
I've only discovered another girls' song

And I don't know why I keep coming around
When you don't know why I keep coming around

But we sat on the floor and we both played guitars
And it was like dancing with someone you love
And you played the notes and I played the words
And it didn't matter that no one had heard of us



Stick With Me, Kid

I started on my wanderings as soon as I could drive
Planning out my next escape as soon as I'd arrived
Didn't stay put long enough to ever realize
Almost any place can feel like home
So no place felt like home

90-minute romance was your model for true love
so you searched on every subway for your Juliette Binoche
But Julie caught a limo, and you were left on your own
Sinking like a stone
And no place felt like home

I don't want to be your revolution
I just want to be your friend
I want to feel the quiet of that heartfelt promise:
Stick with me, kid, I'm with you till the end
Stick with me, kid, I'm with you till the end

Sometimes fireworks and sometimes candlelight
Sometimes arguments, 'cause there'll be garbage nights
But grab my hand babe, and hold on tight
And we'll find our way back home,
We'll find our way back home

We'll have jiffy pop and we'll have pillow fights
But we'll have interesting, separate lives
And in the end babe, it'll be alright
'cause we'll always come back home,
We'll always come back home

I don't want to be your revolution
I just want to be your friend
I want to feel the quiet of that heartfelt promise:
Stick with me, kid, I'm with you till the end
Stick with me, kid, I'm with you till the end

We have differing opinions on Life and God and Art
We have two distinct bodies, each with its own heart
The odds are stacked against us
But still we'll take a shot
'cause it's rough out there alone
and your arms look like home

Home isn't it strange?
I come home at the end of the day
And if this is all there is, well you won't hear me complain
'cause there's no place like home
No, there's no place like home

I don't want to be your revolution I just want to be your friend
I want to feel the quiet of that heartfelt promise:
Stick with me, kid, I'm with you till the end
Stick with me, kid, I'm with you till the end      

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Back to You

You're no good for me
Everyone says it's true
So what keeps me coming
Back to you?

I know all your flaws
Like the back of my own hand
But now I see you standing up tall and it
just makes me fall all over again

          It's really all your fault
but you can blame it all on me
I'm only disappointed because
You're not who I want you to be
And love can be real
Without being good
And your love's not enough for me
So here, I give it back to you

How can I be surprised?
When the same old cracks appear
If I never slam one more phone down
If I never shed one more tear

I'd rather be alone
Than lose myself in love so blue
But it's so easy to rearrange my heart
To make a space for you

          It's really all your fault
But you can blame it all on me
I'm only disappointed because
You're not who I want you to be
And love can be real
Without being good
And this love's not enough for me
So here, I give it back to you

I take a deep breath
I take a little leap of faith
I'll take a powder, I'll take a rain check  - no
I think I'll just take the rain

I'll take my heart off the cross
I'll take us both off the hook
I'll take a few steps and I'll walk away
With my back to you

I thought it was true love
I couldn't explain it any other way



Belle of the Ball

You should see her  oh
She's a beauty
No one argues that
And she's sweet too yeah
She'll come right to ya
And no one pardons that

She's the belle of the ball the fairest of them all the most afraid to fall
She breaks down hearts like knocking on a door
But she don't wanna play that game no more

Sad, sad girl, whatcha doing with that smile?
It's holding up your face you must be so damn tired
You don't have to talk, you just rest here for a while
And I won't let nobody in

No one wants to get to know the prettiest girl in town
They wrap her up in satin, they put rubies in her crown
Then they laugh and they say 'she's got her head up in the clouds'
When they got you on that pedestal, there ain't nowhere to go but down
You got no where to go but down

Belle of the ball the fairest of them all the most afraid to fall
She breaks down hearts like knocking on a door
But she don't wanna play that game no more

When she asks me 'was that song about me?'
It's not vain, it's just curiosity and a little shame like you called her name
And then turned your head away
So what was I supposed to say?

Sad, sad girl whatcha doing with that smile?
It's holding up your life you must be so damn tired
You don't have to talk, you just rest here for a while
And I won't let nobody in

Belle of the ball the fairest of them all the most afraid to fall
You break down hearts like knocking on a door
But you don't have to  play that game no more
If you don't wanna play that game no more
You don't have to play that game no more



Treat You Right

He doesn't ask you where you've been
And he's not too sure where he's going
He doesn't care if you talk too fast or laugh too loud
He's just glad to watch you shine

Eyes like kisses lips like knocking on your door
Hands like water wash away the things you don't want anymore
Arms like laughter lift you up and hold you hold you hold you
Lips like knocking on your door

Of all the places in between the lines you've crossed before
          There's no place else you want to be tonight
          He may not have too much money in his pocket
          But oh, he sure does treat you right
          Oh he sure does treat you right
          Yes, he sure does treat you right
          And he sure does hold you tight, all night
          Yeah, he sure does treat you right

Cold rain's already falling
Summer's too far gone to hear you crying now
But it's not over till it's over
And he just wants to show you how

There's no moral to his story
There's no lesson in his voice
Just a sweet soft song he sings to you
He brings you so much love
Simple, honest love

          Of all the places in between the lines you've crossed before
          There's no place else you want to be tonight
          He may not have too much money in his pocket
          But oh, he sure does treat you right
          Oh he sure does treat you right
          Yes, he sure does treat you right
          And he sure does hold you tight, all night
          Yeah, he sure does treat you right



Beautiful

I needed permission
So I went to a shrink
And I paid her seventy bucks and she said
'Well, what do YOU think?'
I said, 'I think I'm fine
I think I'd like another glass of wine
I think the world's a mess but
I think I look pretty in this dress'

          I think everybody's weird and
          Everybody's crazy and
          Everybody's beautiful

And Mama was right
You can't hurry love
But once in a while you get to
Give it a shove
See if it stirs
Check if it's breathing
And if it does nothing
Get on with the leaving 'cause you
Can't help who you love but you can
Help where you stay and if
Love is unwilling
You have to go away

          Everybody's weird and
          Everybody's crazy and
          Everybody's beautiful

He sits on the couch and
Watches TV
He notices everyone
Except for me
I stare at his beautiful pout
I try to figure him out but
There's no room for
Awkward affection he wants remote
Control perfection I tell him

          Everybody's weird and
          Everybody's crazy and
          Everybody's beautiful

I'm not gonna get what I want here and I'm
Not gonna get what I need here and I'm
Not gonna hang around here trying to
see how much more I can bleed here and I'm
Not gonna break my heart over it and I'm
Not gonna crash my car over it
He pretty much treats me like crap and I
Am pretty much over that and
I'm disappointed but there's
Plenty of crazy fish in the sea
And I'm going to find one
Who loves the crazy in me
Yeah, who loves the crazy in me
Cause
everybody's weird and
          Everybody's crazy and
          Everybody's beautiful

I needed permission
So I went to a shrink
And I paid her seventy bucks and she said
'Well, what do YOU think?'
I said, 'I think I'm fine
I think I'd like another glass of wine
I think the world's a mess but
I think I look pretty in this dress'



Happy

That high-class job buys you lots of fancy things
That fast-track job is paying all your bills
You're taking money from the man
For making money for the man
Well at least you've got a nice car and a roof over your head
You've got two weeks paid vacation
And dental benefits
But you notice you can't breathe
And you don't know how to leave

You think 'What's so hard about going through the motions?'
But your carpal tunnel syndrome's left you with another notion
Cause it don't make you happy
No it don't make you happy
And if it don't make you happy
It's not worth your time at all

You're out of love but you're in the mood
And you'd sell your soul for an interlude
Locked in the sights of bedroom eyes
Lost in the sounds of bedroom sighs

Well if your heart's not in it
Then it can't get broken
And if there's no commitment
There'll be no lies spoken
And it doesn't seem quite right
But it's only for one night

You think 'What's so bad about going through the motions?'
Anything must be better than sleeping alone
This drive-thru love may be open all night
But it doesn't feed your soul


Cause it don't make you happy
No it don't make you happy
And if it don't make you happy
It's not worth your time at all

You think 'What's so bad about going through the motions?'
But love won't come without the fall
You've got half a mind to throw yourself in the ocean
Cause it turns out half of what you want is worse than none at all

          and it don't make you happy
no it don't make you happy
and if it don't make you happy
          It's not worth your time at all



Stronger

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
but if it's all the same to you I don't think I'll stay here much longer
'cause it's not worth my life to figure out my threshold for strife
And I'm strong enough anyway

What doesn't love you makes you older
Unfortunately, older doesn't necessarily mean wiser
You'd think for once I'd maybe learn from my mistakes
Retracing over where my heart always breaks
I don't feel more maturethough I've been here before
What doesn't love you makes you older

I told you 'I love you' You just said 'Oh.'
I asked you 'Could you love me?' You just said 'No.'
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

What doesn't know you makes you hunger
But hunger means you're out of immediate mortal danger
Maybe not quite king of the mountain but
certainly ready for another round
And this one's on me

What doesn't want you makes you wonder
It's got an uncanny ability to steal your thunder
Everybody plays the fool in the rain
I was just surprised that it was my turn again
Guess it's always me that ends up getting wet

I told you 'I love you' You just said 'Oh.'
I asked you 'Could you love me?' You just said 'No.'
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

What doesn't need you makes you linger
You had me wrapped around your finger
You called collect just to push all my buttons
All my respect for you left all of the sudden
You try again but this time I've got your number
And I'm screening my calls
Got caller ID
And just in case
I duct-taped the whole phone to the wall

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
But if it's all the same to you I don't think I'll stay here any longer
'cause it's not worth my life to figure out my threshold for strife
And anyway I'm strong enough 
Anyway I'm strong enough
Anyway I'm strong enough anyway.
                                                                                                    


The Wall Around Your Heart

I waited my whole life
For someone just like you
But you say you're not ready, you can't promise to be true
You're just not sure, you just don't know
You've got some oats you've gotta sow
I'm banging my head against the wall around your heart

I tell you I'll be patient
If that is what you need
You say 'honey, what I need?
Is for you to not need me.'
You need your freedom and your art
I need a helmet, just for starts
I'm banging my head against the wall around your heart

I used to think that I was smart
People told me so
But now I'm thinking maybe this is not the way to go
I am up to my neck in it
Losing brain cells by the minute
I'm banging my head against the wall around your heart

This lump on my head's from when I asked you for your key
That one over there? From when you found my bridal magazines
If I wanna hear 'for better or worse'
Honey, I might need another verse
I'm banging my head against the wall around your heart

If it's true pride comes before a fall
Honey, I don't have to worry at all
I'm banging my head against the wall around your heart



Between Us

I know you'll be waiting
But I'm not sure you should
All those lessons in bad love
Make it hard to recognize something good

Don't promise me you'll want me forever
'cause there's no way to make that true
just swear on anything that you hold sacred
you'll only stay if you do

this distance between us
is just as far as we could fall
and if you meet me halfway
there'd be no distance at all

don't wanna be your obligation
don't wanna be your ball and chain
the only love I want is the love you give me freely
'cause you wanna hear me say your name

and your voice is like thunder
rolling through me in a storm
I wanna navigate the lightning
I wanna find myself in your arms

And this distance between us
Is just as far as we could fall
And if you meet me halfway
There'd be no distance at all

I don't need a big house
With lots of fancy things
Home is wherever you walk in the door
And there's no place else I'd rather be

And your voice is like thunder
Rolling through me in a storm
I wanna navigate the lightning
I wanna find myself in your arms

This distance between us
Is just the distance between us
It's just the distance between us
It's just as far as we could fall


Holding Pattern

I can't stay here any longer
You're not awake to watch me leave
It isn't love because I said so
Even if that's what I need

You've been frightened into silence
Frozen solid, looking down
And I am in a holding pattern
Circling around, around, around

While you're sleeping you've been searching
Tossing, turning, running blind
I've been memorizing your eyes closed
Wonder what you hope to find

But you've been frightened into silence
Frozen solid, looking down
And I am in a holding pattern
Circling around, around, around

I am running out of fuel
Out of patience, out of breath
I'm afraid there will be nothing
Only ashes, only ashes, only ashes left

          You've been fighting inner dragons
          Fire-breathing, treasure gone
          Bested by your indecision
          You have to move now 'cause
          I am moving, I am moving, I am moving,
          I am moving on

Lover Lay Down

The heart wants what it wants it chooses love without regard
You were promised to another and I think you even love her but
You weren't thinking of her when you asked to put your hands on my guitar

Would it break the spell if you were mine for the taking?
If we forgot about the rules and the hearts that we'd be breaking?
And said love's the only law, lover lay down

You say you wanna come to New York City and
Glare at that guy who doesn't think I'm pretty, well
We've had a few too many beers
And inhibitions start to fade
You look me square in the eye and say
If I were that guy, you'd be so laid

Lover lay down lay down lover lay down
Lover lay down lay down lover lay down
Lover lay down lay down
Lover lay down lay down
Lover lay down lay down lover lay down

Its getting pretty warm in here
I think I'd better take a walk to clear
My head is full of music shared
Like road-trip love where all is fair
Well here comes your wife and she looks so sweet
In her little white dress and her pedicured feet
She says do you mind if I listen to you play and
She's smarter than she looks and I'm glad she wants to stay
Cause the only thing that stops me is that
Wedding ring you wear
And If I let you touch me baby
I'm not gonna care

Lover lay down lay down lover lay down
Lover lay down lay down lover lay down
Lover lay down lay down
Lover lay down lay down
Lover lay down lay down lover lay down
Lay down

Fade
(R. Kershenbaum and P.Lane)

I was thinking 'bout the times ahead
I was thinking 'bout that time in bed
You said I was crazy

You got a lotta nerve to say that to me
Boy you should be on your knees
I'm the one who made you

          And when you leave me in the middle of the night
          I knew you weren't even worth a fight
          I stood there burning like a blinding light
          And you just fade

I wasn't looking for a hero then
Kinda good I had some other friends
Cause you'd never save me

You know you never got the timing right
And even if you hold me tight
I don't like the point you're raising

          And when you leave me in the middle of the night
          I knew you weren't even worth a fight
          I stood there burning like a blinding light
          And you just fade

Boy   you never got the best of me
You never even got the rest of me
You were rain with no parade

Boy  I hope I made it crystal clear
You're gonna never show your face 'round here
You're just gonna fade

          And when you leave me in the middle of the night
          I knew you weren't even worth a fight
          I stood there burning like a blinding light
          And you just fade

Christmas

I feel like Christmas passed me by
Took all its jingle bells and left me with a silent night
And all the presents are for you
And Santa came last night and wrapped my heart in blue

I never got around to
Finding someone to be bound to
Someone to help me muddle through

The winter sure gets cold round here
The subway rolls its eyes at
"wishing you a happy new year!"
And all the people are so tired
Of forcing naked heartache
Into Merry Christmas style

There's something to be said for
Warm arms in dark December
Someone to help me hang the lights

I spent a hundred on new shoes
And walked right by a hundred
Outstretched strangers selling 'bless you's
Jesus is singing for our change
He's singing "I can save you,
please forgive me, it's my birthday"

They're singing "let it snow"
I'm thinking "let it go"
I feel like Christmas disappeared
I'll try again next year to muster up some Christmas cheer
          But this time Christmas passed me by

It Takes One to Know One

Maybe the right guy
Is just a good guy
In the right place
At the right time
And maybe this good guy's
Seen his share of hard times
Had his share of bad luck
And it's faded his smile

          And maybe this faded guy
                    This world-weary jaded guy
                    Has been out getting his heart broken too

And you wouldn't have seen him
Cause it wouldn't have been him
And it takes one to know one
It takes him to know you

And maybe the good life
Is just a sweet lie
And the best you can hope for
Is to lay in each other's arms
And maybe it's high time
You worked on your own life
Maybe thank the stars
That he's warm and he's kind

          And maybe a good love
                    Was never supposed to
          Bear all the weight of the world

So don't you take it for granted
If it's not how you planned it
Cause it takes one to know one
It takes him to know you

You look for a new deal
But nothing is more real
Than the hand that is holding your hand

And a heart you can work with
Can't be that perfect
Or your wouldn't have seen him
Cause it wouldn't have been him
So don't you take it for granted
If it's not how you planned it
Cause it takes one to know one
          It takes him to know you


Justice to You

You ask me why I don't write a song about you
You ask me why I won't sing when you ask me to
You ask me why I let someone else play guitar
You say you wanna be the one
But you already are

And I could sit here patiently
Explaining what's so simple to me
You ask me why I don't write a song about you
It's because I don't think I could find
Words that would do
justice to you

You think I don't wanna ruin the music
You say, what, I'm not good enough for your art?
And I say, no, I don't want the music
To distract me from my heart
Cause when I sing, when I play
I kind of fly away
And whenever you're around me
I only wanna stay

And I could sit here patiently
Explaining what's so simple to me
You ask me why I don't write a song about you
It's because I don't think I could find
Words that would do
justice to you

And I don't wanna force you into rhyme
Don't wanna put you into 4/4 time
Don't wanna change the story
For the sake of the next line
I just want whatever I do
To do justice to you

And I could sit here all day
But I don't know if I'd say what you need me to say
You ask me why I don't write a song about you
It's because I don't think I could find
Words that would do
It's because I don't think I could find
Words that would do
          justice to you


All Through the Night

You are just a baby and they don't know if you will live
And I racked my brains till midnight
But there's nothing I wouldn't give
I'd trade the moon and the sky
And all of outer space
And if the stars come through for me tonight
I'll gladly take your place

I'm gonna sit here and worry about you
All through the night
Because I am your mother
And that's my right, that's my right

Now they send you off the war
And I am so afraid
How can children killing children
Ever fix the mess we've made
I've walked a million miles
For peace and equality
But money and anger shouted louder than my heard
And fear drowned out sanity

So I'm gonna sit here and worry about you
All through the night
Because I am your father
And that's my right, that's my right

I hope you make it baby
Through the sadness and the death
That you'll know love like I know for you
Love that grows with every breath
Then don't let anyone stop you
Because you'll have earned the right
To sit up and worry about your baby
All through the night

I would sing the world to sleep
If I could have my way
And all of the sickness and the anger and the war
Would quietly go away

Yeah, I would rock the world to sleep
Lay its head against my breast
And all of the worried mothers and father
Could finally get some rest

But meanwhile I'll sit here and worry about you all through the night
Cause I am your mother your father and that's my right. That's my right.


Let It Slide

I can't watch you while I'm sleeping
I can't hear you when I'm weeping
There's only so much I can hold inside
And I can't watch you while I'm sleeping

I'm so weary of this living
The world's consistently unforgiving
So little glory and so much time
And I'm so weary of this living

          Have you ever sung a boy to sleep?
          Have you never felt love so deep
          You forget your pride
          You let it slide
          You let it slide

Left him sleeping in her arms
Knew I had to go, despite his charms
I thought that his world would be big enough
I never counted on this growing heart of mine

          Have you ever sung a boy to sleep?
          Have you never felt love so deep
          You forget your pride
          You let it slide
          You let it slide

I can't watch you while I'm sleeping
I can't hear you when I'm weeping
There's only so much I can hold inside
And I can't watch you while I'm sleeping

Déjà vu

Well here I go again waiting out the rain
And there you go again messing with my brain
It would take a stronger girl than I am
To say you have no right to ask me how I am

Cause my eyes light up when you walk into my view
And my heart beats faster just talking about you
All my friends are sick of hearing your name cross my lips
They have more or less crossed you off my list

And you say déjà vu and I say do you feel it too
We've been here before
It's the same thing over and over

I've seen the edges in the mirror start to fray
and when it's windy I have almost blown away
I can twist and turn myself into someone new
But she dissolves again into someone who

Can't find the car keys
Can't do the laundry
Can't take the trash out
Without thinking bout you

And you say déjà vu and I say do you feel it too
We've been here before
It's the same thing over and over

I let it go somehow you know and so you show up by my window
And you say let me in and I know I cannot win
We've been here before it's the same war over and over

I have my bad days when
I know I'll never write again
But then some sadness leaves me
and the music finds it's way back in
if having love were like
holding my guitar
I'd know when to change the chords
I'd know how to win your heart

And you say déjà vu
Do you hear it too
We've been here before
It's the same song over and over
You say déjà vu
Do you hear it too
We've been here before
It's the same song over and over


Wanting You

We spend the whole
The whole day together
You're searching for parking
I'm searching for signs
You have the least inkling
I've wanted to kiss you
I've wanted to kiss you
About ten thousand times

Then you walk me home
We take the long way
We linger outside
I'm not sure what to do
I've gotta clear my mind
Things will look better in the morning
But I wake up
Wanting you

I see other guys
And sometimes they make me smile
But they never know me
The way that you do
Maybe that's my fault
I should learn more about romance
But while you're there waiting
None of them stand a chance

I'm so very tired
Of feeling inspired
Only by somebody who
Just wants to be friends
I go to bed certain
It's not worth the hurting
But I wake up
Wanting you

If you'd only want me
The way that I want you
I could go to bed peaceful
I could sleep the night through
So just stand beside me
In the morning remind me
I'm not alone
When I wake up
Wanting you



Rachel Kershenbaum
Official Lyrics
Well, as official as I get, anyhow...

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Fade, which is © R. Kershenbaum, ASCAP and Peter Lane, ASCAP
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Holding Pattern

I can't stay here any longer
You're not awake to watch me leave
It isn't love because I said so
Even if that's what I need

You've been frightened into silence
Frozen solid, looking down
And I am in a holding pattern
Circling around, around, around

While you're sleeping you've been searching
Tossing, turning, running blind
I've been memorizing your eyes closed
Wonder what you hope to find

But you've been frightened into silence
Frozen solid, looking down
And I am in a holding pattern
Circling around, around, around

I am running out of fuel
Out of patience, out of breath
I'm afraid there will be nothing
Only ashes, only ashes, only ashes left

          You've been fighting inner dragons
          Fire-breathing, treasure gone
          Bested by your indecision
          You have to move now 'cause
          I am moving, I am moving, I am moving,
          I am moving on

Lover Lay Down

The heart wants what it wants it chooses love without regard
You were promised to another and I think you even love her but
You weren't thinking of her when you asked to put your hands on my guitar

Would it break the spell if you were mine for the taking?
If we forgot about the rules and the hearts that we'd be breaking?
And said love's the only law, lover lay down

You say you wanna come to New York City and
Glare at that guy who doesn't think I'm pretty, well
We've had a few too many beers
And inhibitions start to fade
You look me square in the eye and say
If I were that guy, you'd be so laid

Lover lay down lay down lover lay down
Lover lay down lay down lover lay down
Lover lay down lay down
Lover lay down lay down
Lover lay down lay down lover lay down

Its getting pretty warm in here
I think I'd better take a walk to clear
My head is full of music shared
Like road-trip love where all is fair
Well here comes your wife and she looks so sweet
In her little white dress and her pedicured feet
She says do you mind if I listen to you play and
She's smarter than she looks and I'm glad she wants to stay
Cause the only thing that stops me is that
Wedding ring you wear
And If I let you touch me baby
I'm not gonna care

Lover lay down lay down lover lay down
Lover lay down lay down lover lay down
Lover lay down lay down
Lover lay down lay down
Lover lay down lay down lover lay down
Lay down

Fade
(R. Kershenbaum and P.Lane)

I was thinking 'bout the times ahead
I was thinking 'bout that time in bed
You said I was crazy

You got a lotta nerve to say that to me
Boy you should be on your knees
I'm the one who made you

          And when you leave me in the middle of the night
          I knew you weren't even worth a fight
          I stood there burning like a blinding light
          And you just fade

I wasn't looking for a hero then
Kinda good I had some other friends
Cause you'd never save me

You know you never got the timing right
And even if you hold me tight
I don't like the point you're raising

          And when you leave me in the middle of the night
          I knew you weren't even worth a fight
          I stood there burning like a blinding light
          And you just fade

Boy   you never got the best of me
You never even got the rest of me
You were rain with no parade

Boy  I hope I made it crystal clear
You're gonna never show your face 'round here
You're just gonna fade

          And when you leave me in the middle of the night
          I knew you weren't even worth a fight
          I stood there burning like a blinding light
          And you just fade

Christmas

I feel like Christmas passed me by
Took all its jingle bells and left me with a silent night
And all the presents are for you
And Santa came last night and wrapped my heart in blue

I never got around to
Finding someone to be bound to
Someone to help me muddle through

The winter sure gets cold round here
The subway rolls its eyes at
"wishing you a happy new year!"
And all the people are so tired
Of forcing naked heartache
Into Merry Christmas style

There's something to be said for
Warm arms in dark December
Someone to help me hang the lights

I spent a hundred on new shoes
And walked right by a hundred
Outstretched strangers selling 'bless you's
Jesus is singing for our change
He's singing "I can save you,
please forgive me, it's my birthday"

They're singing "let it snow"
I'm thinking "let it go"
I feel like Christmas disappeared
I'll try again next year to muster up some Christmas cheer
          But this time Christmas passed me by

It Takes One to Know One

Maybe the right guy
Is just a good guy
In the right place
At the right time
And maybe this good guy's
Seen his share of hard times
Had his share of bad luck
And it's faded his smile

          And maybe this faded guy
                    This world-weary jaded guy
                    Has been out getting his heart broken too

And you wouldn't have seen him
Cause it wouldn't have been him
And it takes one to know one
It takes him to know you

And maybe the good life
Is just a sweet lie
And the best you can hope for
Is to lay in each other's arms
And maybe it's high time
You worked on your own life
Maybe thank the stars
That he's warm and he's kind

          And maybe a good love
                    Was never supposed to
          Bear all the weight of the world

So don't you take it for granted
If it's not how you planned it
Cause it takes one to know one
It takes him to know you

You look for a new deal
But nothing is more real
Than the hand that is holding your hand

And a heart you can work with
Can't be that perfect
Or your wouldn't have seen him
Cause it wouldn't have been him
So don't you take it for granted
If it's not how you planned it
Cause it takes one to know one
          It takes him to know you


Justice to You

You ask me why I don't write a song about you
You ask me why I won't sing when you ask me to
You ask me why I let someone else play guitar
You say you wanna be the one
But you already are

And I could sit here patiently
Explaining what's so simple to me
You ask me why I don't write a song about you
It's because I don't think I could find
Words that would do
justice to you

You think I don't wanna ruin the music
You say, what, I'm not good enough for your art?
And I say, no, I don't want the music
To distract me from my heart
Cause when I sing, when I play
I kind of fly away
And whenever you're around me
I only wanna stay

And I could sit here patiently
Explaining what's so simple to me
You ask me why I don't write a song about you
It's because I don't think I could find
Words that would do
justice to you

And I don't wanna force you into rhyme
Don't wanna put you into 4/4 time
Don't wanna change the story
For the sake of the next line
I just want whatever I do
To do justice to you

And I could sit here all day
But I don't know if I'd say what you need me to say
You ask me why I don't write a song about you
It's because I don't think I could find
Words that would do
It's because I don't think I could find
Words that would do
          justice to you


All Through the Night

You are just a baby and they don't know if you will live
And I racked my brains till midnight
But there's nothing I wouldn't give
I'd trade the moon and the sky
And all of outer space
And if the stars come through for me tonight
I'll gladly take your place

I'm gonna sit here and worry about you
All through the night
Because I am your mother
And that's my right, that's my right

Now they send you off the war
And I am so afraid
How can children killing children
Ever fix the mess we've made
I've walked a million miles
For peace and equality
But money and anger shouted louder than my heard
And fear drowned out sanity

So I'm gonna sit here and worry about you
All through the night
Because I am your father
And that's my right, that's my right

I hope you make it baby
Through the sadness and the death
That you'll know love like I know for you
Love that grows with every breath
Then don't let anyone stop you
Because you'll have earned the right
To sit up and worry about your baby
All through the night

I would sing the world to sleep
If I could have my way
And all of the sickness and the anger and the war
Would quietly go away

Yeah, I would rock the world to sleep
Lay its head against my breast
And all of the worried mothers and father
Could finally get some rest

But meanwhile I'll sit here and worry about you all through the night
Cause I am your mother your father and that's my right. That's my right.


Let It Slide

I can't watch you while I'm sleeping
I can't hear you when I'm weeping
There's only so much I can hold inside
And I can't watch you while I'm sleeping

I'm so weary of this living
The world's consistently unforgiving
So little glory and so much time
And I'm so weary of this living

          Have you ever sung a boy to sleep?
          Have you never felt love so deep
          You forget your pride
          You let it slide
          You let it slide

Left him sleeping in her arms
Knew I had to go, despite his charms
I thought that his world would be big enough
I never counted on this growing heart of mine

          Have you ever sung a boy to sleep?
          Have you never felt love so deep
          You forget your pride
          You let it slide
          You let it slide

I can't watch you while I'm sleeping
I can't hear you when I'm weeping
There's only so much I can hold inside
And I can't watch you while I'm sleeping

Déjà vu

Well here I go again waiting out the rain
And there you go again messing with my brain
It would take a stronger girl than I am
To say you have no right to ask me how I am

Cause my eyes light up when you walk into my view
And my heart beats faster just talking about you
All my friends are sick of hearing your name cross my lips
They have more or less crossed you off my list

And you say déjà vu and I say do you feel it too
We've been here before
It's the same thing over and over

I've seen the edges in the mirror start to fray
and when it's windy I have almost blown away
I can twist and turn myself into someone new
But she dissolves again into someone who

Can't find the car keys
Can't do the laundry
Can't take the trash out
Without thinking bout you

And you say déjà vu and I say do you feel it too
We've been here before
It's the same thing over and over

I let it go somehow you know and so you show up by my window
And you say let me in and I know I cannot win
We've been here before it's the same war over and over

I have my bad days when
I know I'll never write again
But then some sadness leaves me
and the music finds it's way back in
if having love were like
holding my guitar
I'd know when to change the chords
I'd know how to win your heart

And you say déjà vu
Do you hear it too
We've been here before
It's the same song over and over
You say déjà vu
Do you hear it too
We've been here before
It's the same song over and over


Wanting You

We spend the whole
The whole day together
You're searching for parking
I'm searching for signs
You have the least inkling
I've wanted to kiss you
I've wanted to kiss you
About ten thousand times

Then you walk me home
We take the long way
We linger outside
I'm not sure what to do
I've gotta clear my mind
Things will look better in the morning
But I wake up
Wanting you

I see other guys
And sometimes they make me smile
But they never know me
The way that you do
Maybe that's my fault
I should learn more about romance
But while you're there waiting
None of them stand a chance

I'm so very tired
Of feeling inspired
Only by somebody who
Just wants to be friends
I go to bed certain
It's not worth the hurting
But I wake up
Wanting you

If you'd only want me
The way that I want you
I could go to bed peaceful
I could sleep the night through
So just stand beside me
In the morning remind me
I'm not alone
When I wake up
Wanting you




Long Drive Home

It's a little ironic
How I never can say
While you're still within earshot
That I want you to stay

I write these songs
When you're long gone
And then I wonder how come
I'm still alone

It's a little bit funny
More than a little bit sad
You're the closest to Just Like Heaven
I've ever had

Are you still there?
Are you still free?
Do you still smile sometimes
When you think of me?

It's a ride to the airport
It's a kiss at the gate
It's  watching you fly away
It's a little too late

It's a long drive home                                                  



Another Girls' Song  (The Chicago/Table Song)

We met at a party, somebody's housewarming
You watched me struggle to open my beer
Later on I saw you were playing
Somebody called out 'hail, hail, the band's here'

So we sat on the floor and we both played guitars
And it was like dancing with someone you love
And you played the notes and I played the words
And it didn't matter that no one had heard of us

I went out to see you, I flew to Chicago
With all of my music clenched tight in my fist
You pried it open without even trying
You said 'let's record some, then we can retire'

And you don't know why I keep coming around
And I don't know why I keep coming around

It was cold in your studio, strange with the earphones on
Hard to know how far to stand from the microphone
We worked on my songs until seven o'clock
And all of those wires kept tripping you up

And you don't know why I keep coming around
And I don't know why I keep coming around

Then we sat on the floor and we both played guitars
And it was like dancing with someone you love
And you played the notes and I played the words
And it didn't matter that no one had heard of us

We took a walk and we looked in some windows
You needed a table to fit in your kitchen
I found you a table you said 'this is perfect
But I'd better keep looking cause you never know'

And you don't know why I keep coming around
And I don't know why I keep coming around

I wanted to kiss you but I don't want to miss you
New York and Chicago've got some distance between them
And I'm always afraid when it sounds so familiar that
I've only discovered another girls' song

And I don't know why I keep coming around
When you don't know why I keep coming around

But we sat on the floor and we both played guitars
And it was like dancing with someone you love
And you played the notes and I played the words
And it didn't matter that no one had heard of us



Stick With Me, Kid

I started on my wanderings as soon as I could drive
Planning out my next escape as soon as I'd arrived
Didn't stay put long enough to ever realize
Almost any place can feel like home
So no place felt like home

90-minute romance was your model for true love
so you searched on every subway for your Juliette Binoche
But Julie caught a limo, and you were left on your own
Sinking like a stone
And no place felt like home

I don't want to be your revolution
I just want to be your friend
I want to feel the quiet of that heartfelt promise:
Stick with me, kid, I'm with you till the end
Stick with me, kid, I'm with you till the end

Sometimes fireworks and sometimes candlelight
Sometimes arguments, 'cause there'll be garbage nights
But grab my hand babe, and hold on tight
And we'll find our way back home,
We'll find our way back home

We'll have jiffy pop and we'll have pillow fights
But we'll have interesting, separate lives
And in the end babe, it'll be alright
'cause we'll always come back home,
We'll always come back home

I don't want to be your revolution
I just want to be your friend
I want to feel the quiet of that heartfelt promise:
Stick with me, kid, I'm with you till the end
Stick with me, kid, I'm with you till the end

We have differing opinions on Life and God and Art
We have two distinct bodies, each with its own heart
The odds are stacked against us
But still we'll take a shot
'cause it's rough out there alone
and your arms look like home

Home isn't it strange?
I come home at the end of the day
And if this is all there is, well you won't hear me complain
'cause there's no place like home
No, there's no place like home

I don't want to be your revolution I just want to be your friend
I want to feel the quiet of that heartfelt promise:
Stick with me, kid, I'm with you till the end
Stick with me, kid, I'm with you till the end      

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Back to You

You're no good for me
Everyone says it's true
So what keeps me coming
Back to you?

I know all your flaws
Like the back of my own hand
But now I see you standing up tall and it
just makes me fall all over again

          It's really all your fault
but you can blame it all on me
I'm only disappointed because
You're not who I want you to be
And love can be real
Without being good
And your love's not enough for me
So here, I give it back to you

How can I be surprised?
When the same old cracks appear
If I never slam one more phone down
If I never shed one more tear

I'd rather be alone
Than lose myself in love so blue
But it's so easy to rearrange my heart
To make a space for you

          It's really all your fault
But you can blame it all on me
I'm only disappointed because
You're not who I want you to be
And love can be real
Without being good
And this love's not enough for me
So here, I give it back to you

I take a deep breath
I take a little leap of faith
I'll take a powder, I'll take a rain check  - no
I think I'll just take the rain

I'll take my heart off the cross
I'll take us both off the hook
I'll take a few steps and I'll walk away
With my back to you

I thought it was true love
I couldn't explain it any other way



Belle of the Ball

You should see her  oh
She's a beauty
No one argues that
And she's sweet too yeah
She'll come right to ya
And no one pardons that

She's the belle of the ball the fairest of them all the most afraid to fall
She breaks down hearts like knocking on a door
But she don't wanna play that game no more

Sad, sad girl, whatcha doing with that smile?
It's holding up your face you must be so damn tired
You don't have to talk, you just rest here for a while
And I won't let nobody in

No one wants to get to know the prettiest girl in town
They wrap her up in satin, they put rubies in her crown
Then they laugh and they say 'she's got her head up in the clouds'
When they got you on that pedestal, there ain't nowhere to go but down
You got no where to go but down

Belle of the ball the fairest of them all the most afraid to fall
She breaks down hearts like knocking on a door
But she don't wanna play that game no more

When she asks me 'was that song about me?'
It's not vain, it's just curiosity and a little shame like you called her name
And then turned your head away
So what was I supposed to say?

Sad, sad girl whatcha doing with that smile?
It's holding up your life you must be so damn tired
You don't have to talk, you just rest here for a while
And I won't let nobody in

Belle of the ball the fairest of them all the most afraid to fall
You break down hearts like knocking on a door
But you don't have to  play that game no more
If you don't wanna play that game no more
You don't have to play that game no more



Treat You Right

He doesn't ask you where you've been
And he's not too sure where he's going
He doesn't care if you talk too fast or laugh too loud
He's just glad to watch you shine

Eyes like kisses lips like knocking on your door
Hands like water wash away the things you don't want anymore
Arms like laughter lift you up and hold you hold you hold you
Lips like knocking on your door

Of all the places in between the lines you've crossed before
          There's no place else you want to be tonight
          He may not have too much money in his pocket
          But oh, he sure does treat you right
          Oh he sure does treat you right
          Yes, he sure does treat you right
          And he sure does hold you tight, all night
          Yeah, he sure does treat you right

Cold rain's already falling
Summer's too far gone to hear you crying now
But it's not over till it's over
And he just wants to show you how

There's no moral to his story
There's no lesson in his voice
Just a sweet soft song he sings to you
He brings you so much love
Simple, honest love

          Of all the places in between the lines you've crossed before
          There's no place else you want to be tonight
          He may not have too much money in his pocket
          But oh, he sure does treat you right
          Oh he sure does treat you right
          Yes, he sure does treat you right
          And he sure does hold you tight, all night
          Yeah, he sure does treat you right



Beautiful

I needed permission
So I went to a shrink
And I paid her seventy bucks and she said
'Well, what do YOU think?'
I said, 'I think I'm fine
I think I'd like another glass of wine
I think the world's a mess but
I think I look pretty in this dress'

          I think everybody's weird and
          Everybody's crazy and
          Everybody's beautiful

And Mama was right
You can't hurry love
But once in a while you get to
Give it a shove
See if it stirs
Check if it's breathing
And if it does nothing
Get on with the leaving 'cause you
Can't help who you love but you can
Help where you stay and if
Love is unwilling
You have to go away

          Everybody's weird and
          Everybody's crazy and
          Everybody's beautiful

He sits on the couch and
Watches TV
He notices everyone
Except for me
I stare at his beautiful pout
I try to figure him out but
There's no room for
Awkward affection he wants remote
Control perfection I tell him

          Everybody's weird and
          Everybody's crazy and
          Everybody's beautiful

I'm not gonna get what I want here and I'm
Not gonna get what I need here and I'm
Not gonna hang around here trying to
see how much more I can bleed here and I'm
Not gonna break my heart over it and I'm
Not gonna crash my car over it
He pretty much treats me like crap and I
Am pretty much over that and
I'm disappointed but there's
Plenty of crazy fish in the sea
And I'm going to find one
Who loves the crazy in me
Yeah, who loves the crazy in me
Cause
everybody's weird and
          Everybody's crazy and
          Everybody's beautiful

I needed permission
So I went to a shrink
And I paid her seventy bucks and she said
'Well, what do YOU think?'
I said, 'I think I'm fine
I think I'd like another glass of wine
I think the world's a mess but
I think I look pretty in this dress'



Happy

That high-class job buys you lots of fancy things
That fast-track job is paying all your bills
You're taking money from the man
For making money for the man
Well at least you've got a nice car and a roof over your head
You've got two weeks paid vacation
And dental benefits
But you notice you can't breathe
And you don't know how to leave

You think 'What's so hard about going through the motions?'
But your carpal tunnel syndrome's left you with another notion
Cause it don't make you happy
No it don't make you happy
And if it don't make you happy
It's not worth your time at all

You're out of love but you're in the mood
And you'd sell your soul for an interlude
Locked in the sights of bedroom eyes
Lost in the sounds of bedroom sighs

Well if your heart's not in it
Then it can't get broken
And if there's no commitment
There'll be no lies spoken
And it doesn't seem quite right
But it's only for one night

You think 'What's so bad about going through the motions?'
Anything must be better than sleeping alone
This drive-thru love may be open all night
But it doesn't feed your soul


Cause it don't make you happy
No it don't make you happy
And if it don't make you happy
It's not worth your time at all

You think 'What's so bad about going through the motions?'
But love won't come without the fall
You've got half a mind to throw yourself in the ocean
Cause it turns out half of what you want is worse than none at all

          and it don't make you happy
no it don't make you happy
and if it don't make you happy
          It's not worth your time at all



Stronger

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
but if it's all the same to you I don't think I'll stay here much longer
'cause it's not worth my life to figure out my threshold for strife
And I'm strong enough anyway

What doesn't love you makes you older
Unfortunately, older doesn't necessarily mean wiser
You'd think for once I'd maybe learn from my mistakes
Retracing over where my heart always breaks
I don't feel more maturethough I've been here before
What doesn't love you makes you older

I told you 'I love you' You just said 'Oh.'
I asked you 'Could you love me?' You just said 'No.'
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

What doesn't know you makes you hunger
But hunger means you're out of immediate mortal danger
Maybe not quite king of the mountain but
certainly ready for another round
And this one's on me

What doesn't want you makes you wonder
It's got an uncanny ability to steal your thunder
Everybody plays the fool in the rain
I was just surprised that it was my turn again
Guess it's always me that ends up getting wet

I told you 'I love you' You just said 'Oh.'
I asked you 'Could you love me?' You just said 'No.'
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

What doesn't need you makes you linger
You had me wrapped around your finger
You called collect just to push all my buttons
All my respect for you left all of the sudden
You try again but this time I've got your number
And I'm screening my calls
Got caller ID
And just in case
I duct-taped the whole phone to the wall

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
But if it's all the same to you I don't think I'll stay here any longer
'cause it's not worth my life to figure out my threshold for strife
And anyway I'm strong enough 
Anyway I'm strong enough
Anyway I'm strong enough anyway.
                                                                                                    


The Wall Around Your Heart

I waited my whole life
For someone just like you
But you say you're not ready, you can't promise to be true
You're just not sure, you just don't know
You've got some oats you've gotta sow
I'm banging my head against the wall around your heart

I tell you I'll be patient
If that is what you need
You say 'honey, what I need?
Is for you to not need me.'
You need your freedom and your art
I need a helmet, just for starts
I'm banging my head against the wall around your heart

I used to think that I was smart
People told me so
But now I'm thinking maybe this is not the way to go
I am up to my neck in it
Losing brain cells by the minute
I'm banging my head against the wall around your heart

This lump on my head's from when I asked you for your key
That one over there? From when you found my bridal magazines
If I wanna hear 'for better or worse'
Honey, I might need another verse
I'm banging my head against the wall around your heart

If it's true pride comes before a fall
Honey, I don't have to worry at all
I'm banging my head against the wall around your heart



Between Us

I know you'll be waiting
But I'm not sure you should
All those lessons in bad love
Make it hard to recognize something good

Don't promise me you'll want me forever
'cause there's no way to make that true
just swear on anything that you hold sacred
you'll only stay if you do

this distance between us
is just as far as we could fall
and if you meet me halfway
there'd be no distance at all

don't wanna be your obligation
don't wanna be your ball and chain
the only love I want is the love you give me freely
'cause you wanna hear me say your name

and your voice is like thunder
rolling through me in a storm
I wanna navigate the lightning
I wanna find myself in your arms

And this distance between us
Is just as far as we could fall
And if you meet me halfway
There'd be no distance at all

I don't need a big house
With lots of fancy things
Home is wherever you walk in the door
And there's no place else I'd rather be

And your voice is like thunder
Rolling through me in a storm
I wanna navigate the lightning
I wanna find myself in your arms

This distance between us
Is just the distance between us
It's just the distance between us
It's just as far as we could fall


Songs on "Love Songs for the Romantically Challenged"



Songs on "Love is not love..."






Rachel Kershenbaum